im doing this post with my pupils staring straight at this white space on my monitor for the tenth consecutive minute already

okay. so, considering that ihad just moved them down to see if im tapping the correct keys, thats over-acting


only miggy the sadist would claim, however, that what im saying about what i feel right now is an exaggeration



ive only slept four hours last night. or, more correctly, 'kanina'


iwatched the 7-hour delayed telecast of the brgy.ginebra-stalucia match that ended a few minutes after 1 in the morning


then ihad to wake up at 5 to meet this burly sixth-grader that iwas supposed to teach things like place values and parts of the body



the whole five schooldays before that, iwas sleeping everynight at routine hours between 11 and 12 in the evening

and ofcourse rise at 4 to make myself go to some torturehouse that calls itself a pontifical establishment





so to clarify things, im not impersonating a chinito guy if ever you happened to notice something strange about my eyes lately



iam even supposed to go to sleep right now, having promised myself just that after finishing the assailment in philosophy


ijustdontknow why iam here updating this blog



to all my loyal readers: thats simply how important you are to me, even though you are reading nothing of substance here, ijust keep on pouring them, selflessly for your sake,, so now dont forget my name come this....


even my jokes sound like the real-world-arvee, not like the boredarvee that supposedly authors this site




and now im babbling, about to complete one whole post, with the handicap of cloudy neurons and cloudy pupils




is sleep really that important to homo sapiens sapiens?



oh yes, if youre not a fan of the facial decorations i endorse, sleep is indeed a requirement





how about me- ihave no hope no more, so can iask god to take it away so that many more important things can be done in the time it occupies?



important things like...

watching delayed ginebra telecasts and finding out ways on how to better my social mask?




you were supposed to laugh damnit