everyday i face the CREATE POST window with nothing to write..


okay, maybe that was exaggerated, for i always manage to type in quite a few of my thoughts..


but the thing is, i always find myself willingly shutting my computer down after five minutes of outputting my what my head has to offer.

i attribute the habit to fatigue.

weird it is to think that someone could be brutalized physically when it is summer vacation..


drowsy visits me from 2 to 3 am..

and resurrection usually starts at 10..



im going to die early, i just know it..



so sleepy i was one time that i decided not to watch the latest elimination night of american idol..

mandisa and taylor hicks may have had not-so-good presentations the past wed, but ididnt think they would be in trouble.. especially not my mandiva.. so i decided to take just a quick shut-eye (it was 8.30pm when i did that) and be fully refreshed when i tune in to the teary epi of AI..


iwoke up 15minutes past 1 am..

and mae edillon's name was in my inbox spreading the word that mandisa was out of the competition big sobs..


thank goodness i didnt have to witness her exit.. tears are easy on me especially if it concerns people i love..
ive shed tears countless of times for ginebra..

and i did too when rustom padilla took his bags to leave big brother's house.


with the personality mandisa has, im certain that it is not hard to sympathize with her.

ilove the girl, actually.


ginebra's having a match tonight and i shall be there to watch it live.

please pray that i dont have to cry. please?