as far as i know, the last day of regular schooling is usually lived with painful cherishment.



aura had to go to work right after the exam. so dedicated of her, i must say, yet, there was the occurence of this bitterness usually felt by a boy in a relationship.

and bum, the ever so cuddly 2005-001281, literally vanished the moment the proctor declared the end of economics 101.

literally.

the last scene i remember him being included was of his head bowed down to confront his graphical dilemmas.

and then the next, less than an hour later, when everybody stood up to let go of the last paper as a Freshman Thomasian, Raymond Soriano merged with thin air.

which left the two remaining BEP members, richmond and yours truly, alone and alienated, with the distance to andromeda looming between us and the next semester.

we stalked someone named christine joy camarillo to pass some time and ill emotions.


later, we figured that what we were doing may not be healthy for us, and especially for me, may provoke unlikable farewell expletives.

so after watching them leave the net library with heilos over their heads, richmond and I conducted our own walk to remember around the campus.

had the director told us to hold hands, i bet szusza would have appeared out of nowhere and screeched her heart out.


apparently, the gloom had set on richmond as well. nothing worse than spending the year ender without the people you love.


we burned cds half an hour later.

no, thats not out of frustration. we had songs burned into discs.

To climax our day, we met rainier and his gang on our way to the last sizzling dancer break as a thomasian newbie.

ironically, we told rainier earlier through text that malling doesnt interest the two of us for the time being.

so ashamed we were of our poor refusal to san lazaro the last day, we had no choice but to enter a salon as though we had an appointment just to escape the embarassment.



two isp cards, resident evil4, report from hell, nba live 06 and a stephen king novel.
wish me luck this vacation.